You always needed me.
You always needed my assistance.
You always needed something from me.
I wish it hadn’t taken me this long to understand that none of you ever thought about me. I wish I had realized that you just thought about what I could offer you.
You were experiencing serious difficulties, were low on self-regard, you were dismal, you were drained, you were down on your good fortune, you were exhausted, you were destitute, you were desolate…
You were utilizing me.
Furthermore, the more established I get and the littler my circle turns into, the more I understand it isn’t my blame. I am not accomplishing something incorrectly, I am not all of a sudden unloveable- – I’m simply more quick witted.
I’ve gained from every one of the general population who ‘required me’. I gained from the oversights I made giving individuals access too rapidly, trusting too effectively, being excessively persistent.
I gave all that I had until there was nothing left, loaning out bits of my heart until I was void.
What’s more, now you require me once more. You require my help, my affection, my time, my exertion, my cash.
Be that as it may, I have nothing to give you since you have officially depleted me.
So now, obviously, you don’t need me, since I am of no utilization to you. Since you never needed me in any case; you just needed what I could provide for you.
Furthermore, now I can’t give you anything since I must be there for myself. I need to spend the little vitality I have on myself. I need to get my own particular broken pieces and I don’t have sufficient energy to settle yours.
So please simply ahead and leave, since I never required you.